Talking to my soul

I have been going to these brilliant sittings in Pune, It’s called silent Wednesday. Its really a brilliant space and a platform for me, where I introspect myself and at the end share what I feel. One thing that has been common in the sittings is that I have always left the place with a happy and a light heart. Truly speaking I don’t feel that very often. It is something that I call magic space. It truly feels magical and brilliant. I just can’t stop thanking Sheetal and Kushmita for bringing out a brilliant space and carrying out the gathering every week.

I really feel good when I am with myself. I was afraid to be with my self 3 weeks back and somewhere deep within really scared coz I wasn’t sure will I be comfortable with myself for an hour or so and today after 3 weeks I feel that I don’t spend enough time with myself. Its amazing what one hour of silence does to you. It has opened several doors for me and made me courageous. I had walls of fear surrounding me, I do have them even today but my self confidence has gone up the level and I feel like those walls have been pushed away from where they were. Being with myself has somewhere re-instated confidence in me and its making me fall in love with my self. I had been to the sitting today and I feel truly amazing and blessed.

On a brief note, the passage today talked about loving the process as much as the end goal. This sitting, these Wednesdays and this very feeling that I have right now is a part of my journey and a process and I am truly loving it and I feel blessed! :)